I Just Want To Forget

I tried for so long to take away this pain
the pain of losing love thats driving me insane
I go on each day just trying hard to forget
the moments that he touched me has taken over my mindset

the way he use to hold me and kiss me on the cheek
took my breath away to where I couldn't even speak
I was so in love, my heart belonged to him
but now its just these memories and the pain I hold in

I want to get rid of it, I want to tear it up to shreds
I just want to let go of everything and already just forget
but its so hard to just move on like every things OK
when my whole life was lived for you each and everyday