Why Me

Why did you choose me to play your selfish games on
when I was the one who loved you for so very long

Why, why did you choose me to hurt
when I was the one who listened to your every word

Why out of all the girls, you chose me
to inflict so much pain and misery

Why, what did I deserve to have this burden lay ed upon my heart
when everything I did for us was so wed never part

Why when I loved you with my entire soul
I was the one always holding on when you were letting go

Why, did you feel I deserved this much pain
when my whole life was lived for your gain

Why, when I gave you my body each night
and apologized for getting you mad each time we fight

Why, did you say I love you
when this whole time those feelings weren't true

Why, please don't I deserve to know
why you left me with this undying sadness by letting me go