Blow yourself away

Sitting here,
all alone,
In this dark place,
You left me,
With an blinded face.

I want to leave,
Somewhere I can be relieved,
But you tore my wings apart,
and ripped my heart.

You made me what you wanted,
and You haven't finished me,
I still cannot see,
What you have done,
Give me the gun.

I am nothing to you,
Why should I stay,
If I all I was,
Was a stray,
Don't ask me if I'm okay.

Don't close the doors,
I want to leave this place,
Where I can rip off this mask,
and show my original face,
Because you made me feel out of place.

I want to spread my wings,
and leave this hell you call home,
Where I can be somewhere alone,
Stop the whispers, stop the sounds,
This is where I draw my grounds.

Kill me now,
before I kill you,
I am nothing,
But a fool to you,
Stop with the lies.

I finally,
Meet the sun,
and spread my white wings,
to fly home,
So long hell.

I look at the crowd,
Then I look away,
I'll leave you the gun,
To blow yourself away.