Lost[Completely]

I lost myself completely,
My hands are shaken cold,
I'm hidden you can't see me,
The darkness is about to unfold,
My thoughts are locked inside,
I will never break free,
Please don't ask me why,
Because i cannot see,
How can i keep up with breathing?
Just let the rain take me down,
My life has no meaning,
Everything is spiraling around,
I press this razor to my lips,
I love the feeling,the pain,
Just one kiss?
So you can taste me blood, don't complain,
I try to run away but i don't know how,
The light is turning to darkness,
No happiness or smiling is allowed,
I don't want you to see me like this,
Don't walk into my world,
You cannot feel the way i have,
It's getting so old,
My blood is getting thick,
I do not feel the pain,
The air i cannot breath,
It makes my lungs feel vain,
Let's keep this razor on my skin,
I have to go,
I just don't know when,
You don't understand i feel alone,
I want you to know i'm leaving soon,
Let's give eachother scars,
We will lay under the moon,
We haven't gotten far,
I want you to do this for me,
Please just take my life,
Don't ask any questions,
Just know i'm dying inside...

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