Why do I have to feel this way?
I would rather choke in pain
The days have gone away
And now I have nothing to gain
My life is dull and boring
Why would any one want to be close to me?
The nights have come with no morning
My heart has been locked with no key
My throat has filled with blood
My happiness has gone away
I would rather die in mud
Then have no day
My words are slurred and broken
I try to say what I mean
But you don’t hear me that’s my token
For not being there when you needed someone to lean
I’m sorry for the pain I put you through
I’m sorry for the way I treated you
I’m sorry for all the things I didn’t do_i'mdidry for hurtI'm you
I hope you forgive me for hurting you
I hope are lives can change in this year
I hope I can make this better no matter what I have to do
I hope you will lend me your ear
I love you with all my heart
I care for you no matter what
I hope we will never part
I don’t want to have to cut
