Stupid Human Race

My heart shatters
My heart shows pain
I can't do this
Please God not again.

Why me?
What have I done?
Not enough love?
Not enough fun?

I let down my barriers
And it sneaks up on me
Something silent
Something unseen.

I let just one person know how I feel
And it's my heart that starts to peal.

I think I love him
I think I care
My heart is happy
I should have been more aware.

She stabbed me in the back
It felt almost literally
Why can't she see what she's done?
Why can't she see?

She set him up with someone else
A further and lesser friend
When I heard my heart broke
I thought it would never mend.

Now she claims that they're over
And that she never even liked him
I wanted to scream stupid w.h.o.r.e,
Dumb c.o.w or even S.H.I.M.

These people were supposed to be my friends
And not stab me in the back
They're not supposed to make me feel bad
Not make me feel like c.r.a.p.

My friends had betrayed me
My crush chosen some other girl
I started slitting my wrists
I even began to hurl.

Death was my only option
The only thing I could do
I started doubting myself
Asking my self who am I? Who?

Life will never be the same
No beautiful sun on my face
Because soon I will leave them all behind
No more stupid human race.