Because of losing you...

I cant control this pain
Its killing me from deep inside
I don't know how else to explain
The sorrow I try to hide

I'm sitting here crying
Tears are falling from my eyes
Feeling my heart slowly dying
As I scream out my silent cries

I don't wanna hear "I told you so"
I don't wanna be just friends
How can you ask me to let go?
When will this pain ever end?

I know what your gonna say
"We knew it all along"
That this would come one day
That what we did was wrong

But you became my everything
The reason why I smile
The happiness you bring
Always made the lies worthwhile

Now you wanna quit ahead of the game
Before anyone you love gets hurt
I guess maybe its not the same
Cause MY love you treat like dirt

I knew I was second to her
But believe me, I was OK
Now you erasing me, a blur
Of what we once had them days

Dark thoughts run through my head
Of what I can do to stop the pain
But I cry my heart out instead
More drops of tears than heavy rain

I don't wanna let you go
But what else can I do?
I sit here and cry alone
All because of losing you

By: Melissa Perez
Feb. 10, 2007
Dedicated to my secret of the night...