Dead Life

Life is such a pain,
Putting gun to my brain,
Bullets are all dead
And the trigger is in vain

Life was just a little thread
With broken scissors in my head

The seething pain I felt that day
The flashing life was so insane
It was all so fake

I looked back at the life
And released my finger with pride
The shattered sound broke free from me
And filled the streets with screaming kids

I felt gush of blood in my veins, and no pain?
Light assured me of my victorious gain
Thinking I was alive another day
Grabbing hold of life again
I saw you were here by my side, crimsoning my life

I felt better in a way
I got up to see your face
But you stayed still, with rain rolling down your face
I saw your eyes
They were like shimmering lights in a clouded sky
And now I realize
My life has just past by, with an evil smile on the side

Darkness sucked me inside
To show me the purpose of my life
That all this time I had a clouded mind

And now her face was gone but the rain still felled on...