Should I

I don't know what I should do
Whether I should run to you
Should I scream up into the skies,
Call your name and wait for their reply
Should I suffer from this pain,
Where there is no restrains
Should I send you one last kiss,
And receive a deadly bliss
Should I rather stay away,
Conceal my weird faithless faith
Or go into darkness, lay on the floor
Gather strength to punch you, wh*r*.