What You've Done

I don't know what to do with my life
No goals, dreams or aspirations
You think I'm stupid,
and you've made me believe that.
That I'm not good enough
Even my own friends take advantage of me

Sometimes you say thank you,
But you're not looking at me
You're watching TV and eating the food I made to eat
The only food that I was going to eat that day
Because I skipped lunch, I was to weak to stand in line
I used to be so happy and I must seem happy
Because if you find out I'm sad, you'll just tell me to suck it up

Ive become so lazy, not even these words rhyme
Ive become so careless with my life
I know what I should be doing
though here I sit, avoiding it

This is no longer a friendship
Ive stood up for you too long
They all said I was crazy
To have you as a friend
They didn't know how I dealt with it
But I still protected you from afar,
I told them you were bitter by appearance
but once you look past that, you're kind in your own way

And I even take the blame for things you do
So that they dint have anything to complain about you
Though not a thanks has escaped your tight lips
And before I forget, since I'm so stupid
Heres the twenty-five dollars,
that I apparently owe you