Cry of pride

I stare down at the tear stained pew
the tears came from missing you
silently i fret
hoping i wouldn't soon regret
never hugging you good bye
for i can always see the kindness in your eye
i could never converse with you alone
or even talk on the phone
couldn't say i miss you
as you went and flew
ignorant in all my pride
my feelings i start to hide
if only we could talk
am i afraid you would mawk
i love you, don't you know
id hope to let it show
its not easy for me to do
for now all i can do is cry upon this pew