Daddy; Yes or No

He lied to me so many years
I kept my promise and cried no tears.
In and out he walked my life
I show him no pain, nor my strife.
I still hold strong and keep my smile
"I'll be home soon" he sais once in a while.
I love him, forgive him, still hold on
I don't have the courage to show him what's wrong.
So I write this dear letter
In hopes for life to get that much better.
I hold my love for one man to see
I cannot date, won't let it be.
I need acceptance from his heart
He needs to know I am his art.
Father figure; what's the use
I give you love; why this abuse?
I want to love, can't you see?
I want to move on, just be me.
I want to do what others do
Recklessly love, to tell you the truth.
I can't move on until you accept
Wake up now, you've already slept.
I want to move on, love like they do
I'm just a girl, and nows when I need you
I just need the love from a father; daddy
A father just like you.
I need to move on now, fulfill my role
Do you yes or no daddy; love me like your goal?