Why can't I tell him why can't I tell him what I feel inside. every time I try to let him know what's inside the words just don't come out I turn speechless yet my heart aches from the pain of knowing he loves another, Thinking of another do I tell him? or do I keep my secret from him. every night I lay there and think about him and how insanely adorable he is and how much happier I would be if we were together but also when I think of that I know he is thinking of someone else so to him I am transparent someone he thinks as a good friend and nothing more. He's the only one that gets to me; when I am upset he puts a smile on my face and tries every way possible to make me happy some times I think that maybe he feels the same way that I feel about him but then again I know who he really is thinking about and its not me so... I think I will keep my secret until I know for sure its time to let it out, but till then we will be good friends. I rather have him as a friend than nothing at all….
