I love you, I miss you not sure why were apart your up there and I am down here missing you more and more every day wishing that I could you grow up, as a person, and being the best you could have been. From time to time I think of how you're personality would have been like, loving and caring, being the best friend I could ever ask for. I would tell you all my secrets that I could have never told a soul; but now I have to keep them all to my self for u are up there and I am down here. But I could imagine how great it would be if you were down here with me watching over me opening your arms if I was in need of comfort, telling me that everything would turn out alright, being the best older brother you could have been. As much as I pry or wish I know I could never change the past I can never change that your gone until we meet again when I am called " HOME " until then all I can do is imagine how great it would be if I had my older brother back. And some times I imagine that every time I look up in to the sky your looking back down at me with a smile , and then I smile and think of every great thing I have ever done I have done it all for you.
