How i feel

Long ago my feelings weren't the same
long ago i had no one to blame
there was a time i had no shame

because i felt in my heart
we were together always
i felt in my heart
there will never be lonely days

but now i am wiser
now i can see
this strange twisted love
has gotten a grip on me

i don't know how to run
I'm willing to learn
because i feel i am done
and you aren't in return

i will not always be
the other woman you see
i will not always need
to bear your seed

the seed of hate
the seed of love
i hope I'm forgiven
up above

so now i know
what i have to do
i have to try
to get rid of you

it will be tough
because you are
on my mind
but I'm tired of spending my time

Dedicated to the one who hurt...me...