Dear God

Dear God,
how come you had to take my best friend away from me when i needed him the most? couldnt you just help him get better so he could be here with me right now? that day you took my grandpa you took my best friend, my life, my heart, my soul and every little part of me along with! sometimes i really need someone to talk to who actually understands me but than i realize.... you took him from me! why did you have to take him away? i wanted him to meet my first boyfriend, my children, be there for my wedding!!! i just wanted him to be here for everything! expecially the times i need him the most! and than when i ask you to take my life so i can he with him, you wont! did i do something terrible wrong for you to hate me so much? and the day you took him i wish you would have taken me to! but you know what hurts me the most.... is that 4 days before my birthday you had to take my best friend! that just killed me inside! that was the WORST birthday ever! i know this all happened about 6 or 7 years ago but i just have to ask you this.... why? why did you have to take my best friend away from me?!?!
Love,
GRANDPAS LITTLE GIRL