I Can't Not Love You

I can't not love you,
Because I love you simply to much,
my heart aches when you are never around,
It feels like I could just kill myself.
I wish you knew why I feel like this,
Because you love her and me,
I had to say good-bye,
I had to I had no choice,
I couldn't let you mess with both of us,
I know you never wanted me to go,
I know I promised you I would be with you forever,
But I can't,
Not after the way you lead me on,
I'm sorry just because I am online doesn't give you the right to toy with my emotions,
I love you forever,
And that's why it makes it so hard to get over you,
I can't not love you,
Even after the way you hurt me.