When you know its coming,
& the tears aren't their.
you always told your self.
that you'll love him dear.
your know around the school &
you need to stand up.
but the pain in your heart,
will never dissapear.
you feel you should change
as your heart decides to race.
so with your life you'll want,
just to stay away from the pain.
never are you ashamed of your life today.
but you truly do wish,
it's not what you did.
you felt not the need,
to play dress up on days.
but it's true when
you believe its your heart thats ever lasting.
