Confused and Curious By: Deatrice

Confused and curious
I wonder why relationships have to be so hard
Why couldn't he stay lord
I hear voices saying "he don't love you but I do"
I see people mouth moving but no sound
I want to be happy again
Heartbreaking should be a sin
confused and curious
I pretend to act like everything okay but it's not
I feel used and lonely
I feel my ruined heart everyday
I worry about him every second
I cry because I want a change in my life but not now
confused and curious
I understand I can't have him right now
I say"move on"but i feel so alone
I dream about death every since you left
but I guess he wants to be by him self
I hope i will be the same again that's when my heart will win
Depression erupted my heart and tore it apart
confused and curious