i loved him,
i trust him,
i believed in him,
i never gave up on him,
he never gave me a chance to show him--he's worth it all.
he makes me nervous,
i still feel the butterflies,
he makes me happy..
he made my heart ten times bigger,
he caged my soul,
i lost count of how many chances i gave him,
I'm too sensitive,
i wish my brother was here to help me with this,
i wish i didn't have to wish,
he makes my dark clouds blue, and sends my stars shooting,
it was my mistake to give him a broken heart,
I'm afraid,
he hurt me,
he makes me cry,
I'd be anything he'd want me to be,
i could be a dork, a music geek or even a rebel if only i believed he loves me,.
i wish this didn't mean anything to me,
hes not here for me,
he never tried to kiss me,
i feel like i belong when he holds me,
his mom hates me,
I'm trying my best to impress him,
I'm not worth it,
he doesn't deserve me,
the snows not the only thing falling fast,
i thought he was happy,
I'm such an idiot,
my heart aches so much,
he was the first boy that i fell in love with,
he threw my heart in the trash,
i didn't wanna hurt him,
laughing is just laughing without him,
i miss holding his hand,
i cant wait forever,
i haven't been this depressed in a while,
i envy people with a whole heart,
i didn't just lose a boyfriend---i lost a best friend too.
