I thought i was done
with the tears and pain
i thought i was through
with foolish boy ways
i thought i was happy
and knew who i was
but I'm lost again
with no one to love.....
i thought you were the world
with blue skies and the sun
i thought you were my everything
with all of me not just some
i thought you were my stars
shining bright in the sky
but now you're dull
and I'm sick of your lies.....
i thought you knew
how happy you made me
i thought you knew
that my heart was skipping beats
i thought you knew
not to throw us away
but i guess not
and now I'm left astray.....
i thought i was on my way
to being a better person
i thought i was on my way
to leading a Christian life
i thought i was on my way
to becoming ME
but sure enough
now i turn and flee.....
i started to believe
you were a dream come true
i started to believe
that i actually loved you
i started to believe
the struggles were through
but now that light is gone
and I'm crying over you....
i know it will be hard
to stop my tears
i know it will be hard
to control reborn fears
i know it will be hard
to forgive you
but i will forgive but not forget
and now I'm a bigger person than you.....
my life
will go on
my heart
will heal
my soul
will grow stronger
but its such a shame
you cant be with me too.....
