Crying

How did you feel
When you knew
You left your daughter crying?
How did you feel
When you knew
Her life would never
Be like the one you wanted?
How did you feel
When she found you
After thirteen long years
And you moved away?
How did you feel
When you found out
Her mom almost died?
How do you feel
Now that shes almost grown
And living her life
Without you?
How do you feel
Knowing youll never
Learn who she is
And why?
Do you even care?
Is my question
Leaving ME crying
Leaving ME alone
Leaving ME when I thought
I found you at last
Letting ME deal with my
Moms near death experience
Letting ME grow up always
Wondering
What its like to have a father
Leaving ME to discover myself
All alone . . .
In a room
Crying.