Blue River Red

Blistering into death,
A banquet I enjoy,
Succulent agony,
As if my body were a toy,

I play with the skin,
With a blade, with a cut,
I play with my mind,
While my eyes are wide shut,

I smile at my tenderness,
My heart is so drained,
I giggle at the tears,
And the Crimson that has stained,

I am so bled,
So close to myself,
Another breaking ocean,
Another blank shelf,

I enjoy this life,
For the death reeps,
I taunt my emotion,
As the tears seep,

I am alone,
It's how I stay,
I cannot erase me,
For it's always been this way,

The blue river that is red,
Splits into flood,
Then all has gone dry,
For it's all of her blood.