Today

I fake a smile today
To make you all not worry
I fake a smile today
And then leave you all in a hurry

I try to keep my calm today
When I see her with you
I try to keep my calm today
Even though you've moved on to someone new

I drown myself in tears today
To wash myself clean of the hate
I drown myself in tears today
Hoping to have a fresh new slate

I make my last cut today
So deep that it hurts no more
I make my last cut today
And have my final place on the floor

You shed your first tear on me today
The one i knew id never get to see
You shed your first tear on me today
Its the first one you wasted on me

You all see me in my coffin today
Being lowered into the ground
You all see me in my coffin today
But my heart to yours is still bound