Everytime I wake up
I feel a little of myself die
My heart growing weaker,
Just at the mistakes I have maken
Uncautiously taken
And yet I stand here frozen
Lost for words along with the breath I take
Closing my eyes
I hide the fears I hold inside
The ones that make me want to die,
That curse my body and my mind
Wondering why
I have chosen this path in life
I will never be able to take the dive
Into my life without that push...
Death can only consume my cold black heart
This Night, tonight
