Sometimes I just want to cry,
I just can't help these lies
So deep inside I just want to die.
Holding this pressure down
Feeling the peace within me die.
So longing have I known,
The heart I must hold
Runs so black and cold
Like the stories told.
Forever shall I fall
Into this pit of hell
There is no crawling out
There is no help
This peeling moment
Causes so much pain
That I cannot bear to hold inside
As the river runs dry
Lakes cascading over my eyes
Subduing the silence
Over my mind
Tasting the salt that runs down my eyes
Does my lover hold me
As my fears drown me
To my death
Let the knife cuts deepen
As it cuts threw my heart
Bearing a shadow
Unlike my own
Can I taste your blood
As you hold me down
Lying next to this ground
While the soil deepens
I see it falling
On to my body
So dark and frail
I guess I'm dead
To this world.
