I did it myself...

Hopes and dreams
beware of this call
faith has chosen
to put up this wall

the wall that separates and injures
my already wounded soul
you left me naked
now without any goal

memories leaving
my inner desire
was for you to see
in my heart the deeply fire

now its gone
I did it myself
you are out of reach
another book on the shelf

I still remember
the look in your eyes
that placed me in heaven
far from all the lies

you brought me the light
the light for me to see
that i had already won
and we were yet to be

though thats only fiction
a novel that now has ended
and the warm hand of yours
I myself descended

its so hard to believe
we are now so far from one
though more hard to believe
that I flew to close to the sun