For you

I wont be able to stand there
and watch you walk away
while the tears begin to fall from my eyes
the sun is setting in the blood red sky
"my love for you will never die" i whisper to myself
knowing you cant hear me, not knowing why I said it
wishing we could be together is completely worthless
but I still do it anyways
just like for the rest of my life, I will wish for you to be here
and even though I know your not
some days I wake up and think i feel your hand
gently rested in mine like it did on that cold morning
when I realize I'm just dreaming I turn over
and I wish I could see your face there beside mine
I wish I could explain why this is so hard on me
and what you mean to me, how strong my feelings are
I have never been more sure of something in my life
you mean the world to me
and this is the only way I know how to express myself
so here is this poem,
I hope you like it, I put my heart into it
and I wish you would actually see it.