I'm one of those kids who thinks love doesn't exist,
I've seen it lost one to many times,
i learn from others mistakes,
I'm never turning back, you hurt me to much
this life is messed up
you love
and then you lose
you can never win, not anymore anyways
the one you love will always leave
and just when you think things are perfect
they somehow get ruined
i don't understand how everyone can look so happy
when I'm holding all my emotions inside
until i just break down and cry
what happened to me being a happy kid
what happened to i don't want to cry
I'm not so sure I'm the same person i was before
before i lost everything that meant anything to me that is
before i lost my friend, my family, the love of my life
or maybe i never had any of that
maybe i lost everything
but i definatley gained something to
i have the best friend i could ever ask for
and i would never change that
i miss my old life,
i miss my old friends
i miss everything i used to have
but i love my life now
i love my friends
i love my family
i love my everything,
and i would never give this up
i would never change anything
because i mean everything happens for a reason right?
