I am one of those kids who thinks love doesn't exist,
I've seen it lost one to many times,
i learn from others mistakes,
I'm never turning back, you hurt me to much
this life is messed up
you love
and then you lose
you can never win, not anymore anyways
the one you love will always leave
and just when you think things are perfect
they somehow get ruined
i don't understand how everyone can look so happy
when I'm holding all my emotions inside
until i just break down and cry
what happened to me being a happy kid
what happened to i don't want to cry
I'm not so sure I'm the same person i was before
well before i met you that is
you changed me more then we ever though was possible
and then you went away
you said you would be back
and you promised you hadn't changed
but your even more different then i am
I'm not sure if you even remember how much i cared
and I'm not sure if i should tell you
I'm so confused with everything thats happening
and i wish i could just make it all go away
i still miss you, and i still love you
in a way that seems so impossible to me
please don't change anymore,
i wish we could go back to the way we were!
