No..not again

I was there when you needed me the most
I opened up the door
Despite what I had said
But you have done it again
You left me alone
I do not know what to do

it is you that made me feel better
Without you, I can not live life
I need you to know
I can't hate you
Even after what you have done
I need you here
I can go on like this
I can not make it on my own

Im on the verge of tears
Just reliving the years
I need to feel something there
Not emptiness and despair
i cant keep sayin to myself
no,not again