Just another day

I would like someone to hold me
And say it will be alright
I wouldn't mind you hugging me
Holding on to me so tight

I'm afraid no one will love me
Or that I will push you all away
I'm sorry for the inconvenience
But today is just another day

I keep a razor with me
It just sits there in my pocket
Just like my old charm bracelet
Or my little princess locket

I cut myself almost every night
And you guys never seem to notice
I need some help, I know I do
I just hate feeling hopeless

I deny the fact I do it
But it's over in a hurry
I promise if it gets too bad
i will tell someone, don't worry

I'm afraid one night I will loose it
Load a gun and cock it
My body, soul and happiness
Forgotten like my princess locket.

When the ambulance finally arrives
All the pain, the shock, the horror
Tears streaming down all there faces
And mum screams 'that's my daughter'

They will take my lifeless body away
To a place of no return
why i never told anybody?
that's the lesson i will never learn.