Surprise

Slowly drifting everywhere
I find myself alive
All my memories come back to me
Although they cannot lie

Seems that time is ticking
Therefore it is something I strive
Where it is I am going?
I don't know but I will drive

Seems my life is perfect
It slowly takes a dive
I don't know what to do
Why don't it all just die

I stand up and go on
When most people stop and cry
I make Contemplation's
The is something I recognize

I try and hide myself
So I cover myself with a disguise
I wish I was like a cat
Myself with nine lives

I look at you
You seem traumatized
What is the problem?
I just reveled my surprise.