Fatal reality

Lost in this fatal reality
No one in the world wants to see
The pain and suffering that controls me

Stuck between right and wrong
I'm sure everyone would just get along
Once they see, that I'm finally gone

Ill stick the knife right to the skin
Ill put the blade deep within
All the blood I'm loosing
Makes my body slowly spin

I'm falling slowly in and out of life
I lose the grip on the knife
While my eyes slowly shut
I think no more dealing with this constant strife

this poem too i also wrote with my cutting....but before