Blood And Tears

I sit here on my bathroom floor
Wondering if I should do this or not
Would anyone care
Would they finally see how much Ive fought

I sit here on my bathroom floor
With the blade in my hand
Can I do this, am I brave enough
Or am I the chicken shit, sinking in sand

I sit here on my bathroom floor
With the blade to my wrist
I cant believe Im doing it
But now its a problem I cant resist

I sit here on my bathroom floor
With blood dripping from my arm
Oh my god, what have I done
I now feel like a prisoner behind bars

I sit here on my bathroom floor
With tears streaking down my face
Why did I do this
It took me to a more fearful place