You all see me standing there
with a brave happy smile on my face
I'm always cracking jokes
I'm always laughing
but none of you understand, whats going on below. i come home at night and thats when i stoop really low.
i find razors, i cut deep, then i hide all my scars
none of you know that I'm dying inside. my happiness slowly fading away.
none of you know how i deal with it, none of you know my pain.
I'm angry inside, i want to be free. but no one really cares
your all happy. your all fine. why cant i be like you. why cant i shine.
see i like the sight of my blood,running down my shoulder it helps me ease the pain but it makes me so much colder.
so thats why I'm writing this for you, my friends although i really did try,
This Is Truly My Last Goodbye.
