As I look back into the doors of the past,
I see memories fly by fast.
I need to talk, I need to let it out,
But my voice within wont open up.
I try to speak, I try to scream,
But as I get frustrated,
Tears flow down my soft skin.
My eyes go red,
My face starts to flush,
I feel my heart pumping,
And I feel my feelings crush.
I hear my problems screaming in my head,
I cant deal with them all at once,
But they wont leave me.
My temples thump,
As my eyelids close,
As soon as its dark,
All my problems are resolved.
Sleeping at night puts a smile on my face,
But when the alarm rings, Im out of my bed,
My problems revive with every step I take,
I just wish I could make them go away.
But problems are eternal, mistakes happen
I learn from them, which makes me happy.
Now I have to smile, and live life as it is,
Because changing wont change a thing.
