Maybe [i just started to vent]

by x325xRunawayTrainx103x   Mar 15, 2007


Maybe i need to get out of this place,
Get a new life, some new problems to face...

Maybe I need to give more than a second chance,
Try love again and take another dance...

Maybe I should've taken more pills than prescribed,
Maybe I should be happy that I survived...

Maybe I'll take a late night drive,
Instead of singing, I'll thank God for being alive...

Maybe i should finally quit smoking,
Throw out the cigs and start hoping...

Maybe I need a mom-figure best friend,
Then maybe for smiling, i won't have to pretend...

Maybe i should but maybe I can't...
There's so much I want but i can't get back...

Maybe I can't tell Randy thank you
Maybe Stutz doesn't know that my "i love you" is true

Maybe I can't take the drugs out of me now,
Maybe I want to be happy but can't figure out how!

Maybe I want to runaway and never look back!
Maybe I can't ever get my life back on track...

Maybe I KNOW the dangers but i just don't care!
Maybe there's people who just won't ever be there!

You can love people but they don't necessarily love you,
That's just something you can't control through,

And that's what hurts, when someone walks away...
Or when they talk, it's not what you want them to say...

Maybe you want so much in this life,
But it all won't work out exactly right

But maybe if you try, you can work something out
Instead of falling in the shadow of doubt...

Maybe you'll find more in life than you expect,
Maybe you'll make it into a project...

Some things you will never ever get back,
Some things are always going to remain black...

People you would never imagine will be in your life,
People who you want to be will be the ones to make nothing right...

Love will come and go and come and go again,
Eventually, you'll meet, love, and lose a close friend...

You'll fight with family and sometimes lose touch,
But you will find something that's better by so much...

It's going to take time but I'm finally opening my eyes,
It's time to get up and realize...

I worked hard to get where I'm at today,
I was on the wrong path and now I'm finding my way...

I don't have the life that i want, nothing close to it...
But I'm not going to whine and throw a fit...

Through my mistakes, cuts, and tears...
I've gained so much after these years

That's why you never ever should have one regret
You should learn from these "mistakes" that you'll never forget...

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