Tell me how...

How could a girl be so wrong
about a guy whose touch she had longed
perfect were they, or so she felt
'til his broken words left a welt
wrong was she about so much
like his feelings, wishes, and even touch
she truly thought that it was real
'til his empty hugs she had to feel
he said that he needed some time
and "its not your fault, it is mine"
he said he needed to figure things out
and suddenly, in them, she began to doubt
she tried to forget and convince him to stay
but she couldn't help if he longed to part ways
she did all she could to get him back
but there had to be something she lacked
she failed when all she did was try
over and over, she asked to know why
she learned a new feeling that was very tough
knowing her hardest was not good enough
although she felt her world would erupt
she knew that she had to give up
to get him back was her prerogative
but soon her life, she started to live
the minuet her heart had begun to heal
he decided to explain how he feels
a second chance she wanted to give
but she that pain, she couldn't relive
although she loved him, she couldn't give in
and open her heart for him to win
for she never wanted to feel the way
she felt when he broke her heart that day
shes trying now to still be friends
for its the easiest way her heart can mend
things were OK until she learned
that he wants nothing to do with her
a broken friendship, she tries to prevent
for it hurt before, when away he went
a familiar feeling had already started
the feeling she felt, the first time they parted
her heartache from him is long overdue
so she needs some help to rid this "flu"
this flu that keeps her stuck in place
to "move on" is what she needs to face