To live alive

I don't want to admit it
but i don't need u to live
the sun still rises
the sun still sets
the flowers still grow
the snow still falls
the days still pass

i don't want to admit it
but i don't need u to live
i still laugh without u
i still think about u
the leaves still fall
the winds still blows
my blood still pumps

i don't want to admit it
but i need u to live my life
i will still go on without u
i will still hurt without you
but i wont live my life enough
i my heart wont beat the same
my thoughts wont pain me as much

but i need it
i need Ur voice
this is not my choice
its urs

i need Ur breath
i need Ur head to lay upon my shoulder
i need Ur face to light my life
to take the knife
from my hand
to keep it away
and to help me stay alive throughout my life