Food is Poison

I told another lie today
to keep the stares away
i said i ate before i came
every day the excuse is the same

i haven't eaten in awhile
you can't tame me, i wont smile
when you see my bones i will be happy
but until then i will just feel crappy

someone told me that i was beautiful today
but i knew it was a lie that wont ever go away
I'm not who i want to be
I'm afraid of me

i got through this day
no one saw through my play
I'm still fighting for the light
but sometimes it's a bit too bright

i feel unbeautiful when i see myself
i won't lie to you, I'm a bit unwell
i don't know if i can make it through another day
i need help finding my way

you tell me i ate fast
but that wont last
i barf until I'm sick
my fat weighs me down like a ton of bricks

food is poison that slowly kills me
i can't think, I'm dizzy and i can't breathe
but it's still not good enough
i will be strong, i will be tough