If they cared

If they cared
I would still be alive
I would still be breathing
I wouldn't be on the floor dying
If he cared
I wouldn't be cutting
I wouldn't be crying
My heart wouldn't be in shards
If my mom cared
My life wouldn't be messed up
I wouldn't be drinking and smoking
I wouldn't have scars on my body
If my dad cared
He wouldn't have done that to me
I would be happy
I could live a normal life
Why is the world so cold
Why can't I love
Why can't I be loved
Will I ever stop crying
Answers I'll never find
Heart never whole again
Scars always with me
I wouldn't be in the shadows all my life
I wouldn't be forgotten
My tears wouldn't be falling for them
Life in their hands
Now gone from them
Never to be seen again
Hoping they know I care
Hoping they know I love
Just for them and only them
The words stay on my lips
Good bye
Never to be heard
No more pain
No more caring
No more crying
No more I love you
If they cared