Note To Self:

How many times did you fall?
How many times did you cry?
How many times did you convince yourself
That he wasn't like every guy?

How many times did you call?
How many times did he lie?
How many times did he hurt you
Over such a short period of time?

How many times will you pretend
To be blind to the things he does?
How many times will everything be ok
From just a 'sorry' and a hug?

How many times will you believe it
When he says he loves you still?
How many times will you believe
That what you guys had was real?

How many days will it take
To get him out of your head?
Wondering if he's thinking of you,
Lying sleepless in your bed.

You lie and say he's changed
Hoping this time it'll all work
When in reality, he's still the same
A self-centered, inconsiderate jerk.

The thing that's worse then heartbreak
Is knowing that you'd give in
Give him yet another chance;
Fall in love all over again.

Rachel Crombie- [[3/13/07]]