All the Time

Its been days i haven't eaten
its been nights i haven't slept
all the alcohol running through my body
are lonely memories i have kept

my body frail and thin
weak from hunger i cannot move on
eyes sunken in
i simply am not strong

feelings deep within
fail to follow through
and all the time you were lying
when saying i love you

my heart has turned to stone
it lies in pieces delicately in my hand
all to blame is you
of whom i cannot stand

tears run down my cheek
outcast through and through
as i rip the skin from the bone
as the blood drips down i find it cant be true

as scars and scabs cover me
and rotting flesh will decay
you'll find my broken body
and then you'll throw it away