Im sorry (for David)

I'm sorry that I don't have you,
I'm scared that I'll forget your face,
I'm hoping that you love me anyway,
I'm dreaming of you sometimes,
I'm regretting all the things we didn't get to do,
I'm wishing I'd told you secrets you never knew.

I'm missing your laughter each day,
I'm crying when I need a friend,
I'm shouting out your name even in sleep,
I'm holding close your image,
But most of all I am sorry
That you were something I couldn't keep