Tell me what you see

I'd like you second and look at me
Tell me what you see
Don't just glance... LOOK
Some claim they can read me like a book.

I sat and wondered the other day
If I asked you this, what you would say
I thought some would say A smart girl
That kind of makes me want to hurl

I wondered if you see
Whats really going on with me.
The fact I cry every night
Even when I don't want to but it's too hard to fight

The girl that never wants to wake up
And can never get pumped up
For anything, ever
Knowing it will never last forever

The girl who looks back on her days
Trying to remember them but they are all in a haze
Because she blocked the out so long ago
So know one else would know

I wondered if you'd see
The girl that drops to her knees
To beg everyday
To make it all go away

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