Depressed

Lost deep in a world of darkness
in a world of make believe
where nobody cares, everyone lies
they lurk, ready to deceive.

I look in the mirror, and see someone else
a monster staring back
there's so many qualities i wish i had
'cause they're all the things i lack

Too many emotions, too many thoughts
i can never get to sleep
hating life, hating myself
theres so many reasons i weep.

Lack of communication when i want to talk
the people i want aren't there
everybody leaves, i feel all alone
it feels like nobody truly does care.

Locked up in myself, feeling depressed
no one knows how long its been
Months have passed, nothing's changed
I just wish my feelings had've been seen.

Things with him finally triggered it
I couldn't cope with life anymore
it ended in tears as i cut myself, took the tablets
and my dizzy, t ired body fell to the floor.