Smile

I'm so tired of smiling...
Fake it when I say it,
Baby its alright, I'm fine, Don't worry about me.

What you need to know,
is these aren't tears in my eyes,
Just let them roll,
leaving streaks down my cheeks.

Wet kisses, Darling,
these aren't sobs,
I'm not crying no baby,
I'm smiling.

Please, stop holding me,
I'm not shaking as badly as you think,
What you see isn't blood,
leaking from my wrists.

Start to assume, I want to die,
Baby, Baby please, shh..
Take it easy, I'm not in the coffin yet,
Say you love me, I'll believe you.

Soft caresses, hunny,
these aren't tears,
no I'm not crying,
I'm smiling.

Please, sweety,
STOP LIEING.

Have sex with me,
calm yourself.

Don't be angry,
I'm not crying.
Baby, just for you,
I'm smiling.

~Marina~