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Black and blue
What to do
The mixture is unstable
How long will I be able
The bottled up emotion the restrain
Gathering inside the slow growing pain
The urge to hit drink and smoke
The things that where put aside
Now float to the top they no longer hide
Began with the burst
The pressure is to much it all begins to go
Nothing can prevent this overflow
Its out please god forgive me
I tried so hard to hold on its stronger it wants to be
It lives, it can’t be real
How did it break the seal
I have to get away from here
The worst is yet to come I fear