Caught between
The vague truth and lies
All mixed in together
Like black and white makes gray
Not being able to differentiate
I am going insane
The complexity of it all
Takes its toll on my thoughts
Still, nothing can make it worse
Than having to lie more
Constantly stuck between
My conscience and my wanting to survive
They will war against each other
Until one or the other prevails
Only my direction can change
This mixed world to a bright one again
